thepaintedmask's

http://thepaintedmask.wordpress.com/2011/01/18/yet-another-giveaway-from-thepaintedmask-3/?blogsub=confirming#subscribe-blog

parokeets's

http://www.parokeets.com/en/2011/01/parokeets-blog-2nd-birthday-giveaway/

Laura's

http://throughtheeyesoflaura.blogspot.com/2011/01/mac-giveaway.html

beautyburg's

http://www.beautyburg.com/2010/12/beautyburgs-new-years-giveaway-start.html

goldenerzimtstern's

http://goldenerzimtstern.blogspot.com/2010/12/gewinnspiel-giveaway.html

pinkfairybun's Giveaway

http://www.pinkfairybun.com/2010/12/winter-wonderland-giveaway-withjuicy.html

brandnewbutterflywings's Giveaway

http://brandnewbutterflywings.blogspot.com/2011/01/giveaway.html

fashionedinfinland's Giveaway

http://fashionedinfinland.blogspot.com/2010/12/january-giveaway.html
31Jan 2011

BecsBeautyBuzz's Giveaway

http://becsbeautybuzz.blogspot.com/2010/12/ginormous-christmas-new-year-giveaway.html
Jan30 2011

BurbBeauty's Giveaway

http://www.burbbeauty.com/2011/01/giveaway-opi-katy-perry-collection.html
19 feb 2011

Nikki's Giveaway

link: http://ewwitsnikki.blogspot.com/2011/01/stunglasses-review-giveaway.html
February 14, 2011

me

i want to be upset/angry/indignant about it. so why do i feel like i dont have the right to be?

really?

what a fucking mess.

i dont like it when people heap their expectations on me nor do i tolerate rude tones, words or manners. is it a wonder i got mad?

and my temper is getting shorter.

when i was younger, i like to expect a lot from my friends. they cannot do that, they should do that, they have to know that, etcetc. yeah, i was a really unreasonable person, not to mention, petty, selfish, and unappreciative. nowadays, i hope im not like that anymore. . . well except the sometimes petty and unappreciative fits i tend to get into. i have come to realise that i have no right to expect them to be what i want instead of who they really are. wow, maturity.

urghh, but the problem here is she completely got it all wrong. if my intentions were so clear, how come i dont see it? because that was never my intention in the first place. talk about being friends who will never get suspicious of any hidden intentions the others harbour.

and i found out person Y has been lying to me. not exactly lying, maybe withholding information? but seriously, how can you be so nice to gift me expensive gifts, treat me breakfast, lunch and dinner but cause L so much grief? anyway, i should not place any judgement on Y. dilemma: who to trust?

i realise there are a lot more lines on my palms then in the past. the more lines you have, the more complicated your life are. i hate my palm lines. i believe it is the cause of my really complicated predicaments i have been landing myself into since last year.

Fruity Lashes' Giveaway

site: http://www.fruitylashes.com/fruity-lashes-banner-design-contest-and-400-follower-giveaway-1856/

15th March

its ok!

first week of j2 doesnt seem like what i expected. it passed by surprising quickly. anyway, i feel like a year instead of a week has gone by. that's bad and sad.

oh, the bags i ordered from taobao is arriving by wednesday :D

AdventureInMakeup's Giveaway

http://shahadakarim.blogspot.com/2011/01/chanel-swatches-and-giveaway.html
31st jan

i took a look at my class timetable and i feel a torrent of fear engulfing my mind for no apparent reason at all. and now, im contemplating of quitting school and just be done with all this nonsense.

Cherry Conture's Giveaway

http://www.cherrycouture.org/2010/12/cherry-couture-new-years-giveaway-ends.html
27th jan

Diary of a beauty junkie's giveaway

site: http://theaddiction.onsugar.com/My-First-Mini-Giveaway-11549446
28th jan

makeupforever giveaway

link: http://www.beautycrazed.ca/2011/01/if-you-win-this-contest-you-really-will.html

4th feb

winter wonderland giveaway

link: http://beauty-fulfilled.com/2010/12/06/winter-wonderland-giveaway/

9th Jan

blacknailpolishandlipgloss's giveaway

link: http://blacknailpolishandlipgloss.blogspot.com/2010/12/new-years-giveaway.html

Jan11

Lisamarie's Giveaway

link:http://www.beautycrazed.ca/2010/12/i-love-burberry-beauty-and-want-you-to.html

Jan14th

Rinz's Giveaway

link: http://miss-rinrin.blogspot.com/2011/01/100ish-awesome-followers-and-valentines.html

Feb 5th

addiction

i want to order bags from taobao.
i want to buy etude house shine free dual primer.
i want to buy concealor brush.

and i need to focus on my studies instead of surfing the net.

beautyontheway's giveaway

10 Jan
http://beautyontheway.blogspot.com/2010/12/beauty-on-way-100-followers-giveaway.html

lauren's giveaway

14th Jan
link: http://lalasworldxo.blogspot.com/2010/12/100-followers-giveaway.html

Madiha's Giveaway

28th Feb
link: http://obsessiveness4makeup.blogspot.com/2010/12/my-first-mac-giveaway.html

Elise's Giveaway

5th Jan
site: http://blushisthenewblack.blogspot.com/2010/12/giveaway-time.html?spref=bl

FunnyFaceBeauty's Giveaway

jan 11
link: http://www.funnyfacebeauty.com/2010/12/my-big-holiday-giveaway.html

Finding Tokyo's Giveaway

link: http://www.finding-tokyo.com/2010/11/new-year-giveaway/

frootibeauty's giveaway

site: http://frootibeauty.blogspot.com/2010/12/giveaway-news.html

Sriya's Giveaway

link: http://lipglossandleopardprint.blogspot.com/2010/12/100-followers-giveaway.html

2011

2010 is the worst year of my life. i hate everything that is school related and i made a lot of mistakes because of it. its all the way you look at things and i look at them negatively.

but, there are some awesome things too like having my first sunrise, my first stayover, my first getting home at 12am in school uniform, dont know how many sunsets, going out with my cousins who i never ever talked to in the past, kiteflying, first time laughing hard with yl since 2007, etc.

i just hope that there wont be anymore school dramas this year. please just let me spent it in peace and hopefully with a string of As on my Alevel cert. *pray*

and i finally went out with xy this year. :D its weird that we only spoke 3times on msn this year and yet when we meet, its like no time has passed and drifted us away. anyway, countdown with her and in the end, i have to walk 8 bus stops home. haha :D so basically, i start my 2011 walking 8 bus stops home. next year, when i go for countdown, i should ask someone who has a car to come along.

so my 2011 wish is to close two eyes and two ears and smile along and be a happy fool.

P.S SAT anyone?

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first day of 2011 and i found out that i have won regis's giveaway and a tonymony giftset. awesome! <3