dear my 16 year old self,

its ok if you dont know what to do when your friends quarreled till they cried over stupid petty things. they wont mind that you are hopeless in this kind of situation. studying for Olvl was fun and yet a pain at the same time yeah? night study was so fun, arent you glad you were forced into it? stop procrastinating things you have to do. having to pinch yourself so as to remain awake is a fucking torture. having red marks all over your arms is not pretty. and dont study Venice, it didnt come out. trust that the examiner will really set something as simple as bonding singapore. not that you did badly for the crap you wrote anyway.

think before you choose your jc. you shouldnt leave it to the very last min. hc is good and all but the environment doesnt suit you. somewhere in the bottom of your heart, you have always known that. the people there are friendly and you can click with them if you really tried but there isnt any point, is there? school life will get better soon. be responsible and have a clear mind at all times. its not good to expect pity. you know you hate this kind of ppl. always put yourself in other people's shoes, it will help you on your path to maturity faster. not that you will be very mature by the age of 18 but still,...

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saw this in other people's blog and i thought it will be fun to do one for myself. i really like reading the life stories of others. it really make me think and stop taking things for granted. dont you feel that way too? esp on the part of zhi ren zhi mian bu zhi xin. but i have always have the ability to know a person within 5min of interaction. its not really a nice ability though. and people always change.