Me is Young!

i was reading some GP compre passages, and one of them made me realise that woohoo, i have the mind of a kid. :D ok la, its not something to be proud of, but hey, i never said i want to be mature right? according to the writer, the typical child is selfish, only concerned about one's interests which the child rashly indulge in. in addition, the bad tempered spoilt behaviour often blinds them to other people's feelings and situation. the writer is obviously talking about me! i can easily name a few situations where im just like that. its really not something to be happy about, but i can say i have always been doing self-reflections although im a bit lag. i always realise my mistake months later when my mind randomly conjures up that particular situation where i did something wrong. but at least im not like some people who never knew where their faults lie. there are a lot of things that i have done that make me cringe in regret. like some instances when its obviously my fault but i still have the face to defend myself as though im not the one who mess things up.

promo is starting tmr. i havent learn any subjects yet. i did a tarot reading just now. and it says i will pass my exams in flying colours! which translates to i will fail them spectacularly. OMG. last year, my tarot says my O level results will suck (represented by the death card -.-) but it turn out opposite. im.so.dead.

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read my past posts, and i realised "my olevel results going to suck" is actually one of the possible outcomes that are going to happen. there is another card which says i will get my desired grade.