meet up with YL today :D we went to xinmin and studied in the school library. but we ended up chatting anyway. btw, only one of my junior recognize me, the rest including mdm hanifah and mdm abey dont even remember me. omg, im so obviously out of the picture already. ok, haha, its not like i talked to them. i think most of them are =.= yeah, dont like = dont talk.
today is fun. wee~ have a great time laughing. especially when YL was trying to rhyme without success when we are walking which causes me to burst into uncontrollable laughter. oh god, the passerby were staring at me!! talk about embarrassment >.<
have like a few stomach cramps due to laughing too hard over the course of 5-6 hours?
yup, time well spent :)
its been too long since i have really laugh. as in multiple times in a day. sometimes, when i am having a happy moment, i cant help but be upset at how my school life has turn out. i have always taken all that for granted you know? happiness is always something that comes easily for me. i hate 2010. and i feel like its a omen. the start of a brand new decade, and, i spend 90% of it swimming in grumpiness, sadness, dislike, hatred, all the negative emotions which i seldom experienced until this year.
anyway, i told YL how im afraid that im becoming those kind of people i hate and yet i cant help it even though i know it. thanks ar, for being such a helpful friend to point out to me that yeah, i have become that. god. CARE lesson no.7, you should encourage your friend, not discourage her.
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