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i finally know why suicide rate is high for migraine souls. because i actually got the urge to bang my head against the wall repeatedly till my head cracks just for the satisfying urge of overcoming my migraine pain. but that's after 5 consecutive days of feeling like my head is slowly being eaten by a 100 ants.

anyway, i did a calculation of my marks. i need at least a 70 for two h2 subjects to get promoted. im now not going to think of my h3 anymore. that's impossible for my amazingly wonderful performance for the previous months. now being faced with the harsh reality of getting kick out, im seriously doubting myself whether i can do it. and please dont say no la, you wont get kick out or i believe you can do it etcetc. providing people with false hope is actually quite heartless. and i know my situation best. tyvm.